byceps vs flabs

This is a very very special post which i allowed my 12 years old SS picture exposed here !!
I look slightly different. I think.Im prettier now or last time??? Okay i changed my words , Im uglier now or last time?=) This is my ONLY 12 years old ss picture. I deleted others years ago.
So this is precious :)

This post im gonna talk about , girls.

In dont know what store , i saw one pair of couple.

The girl was counted as , pretty i guess. And she was trying out a dress.
And she kept on asking her boyfriend isit nice. And of course the BF got exasperated and said very nice. But she wasn't really satisfied, at last , she ranted that she got tummy and refused to try on other dresses , and they left the store.

I noticed that the boyfriend are a lil unhappy . I know what's he thinking about. His GF are not fat at all and the GF were like suddenly grumbled at her body shape.

Just , guys dont know what girl's thinking about.

Now scroll up again , look at the picture im wearing the swimsuit. Look at my arms.
And this.2 pictures above was when i was form one. Pictures below is when i started to train my arms.
See this. WTF i feel like killing myself for being so stupid ugly fat noob.


Look at my arms.
Actually , this is self inflicted. I was desperate for more muscular body. Was simply attracted by those muscular celebs like Cameron Diaz ?
I train like almost every week , lifting the dumbbells to build up byceps on my arms.
And when i proudly show my muscles to sisters , friends , they all were dumbfounded .

Scary was the only word.

Isit? I was so proud.Until i noticed my arms look terribly ugly in pictures , i was regretted and there's no turning back. Arms are the hardest body part to slim down.

Okay fine.

In this long long 14 years , NO ONE ever said that im FAT.
Until few weeks ago , my family and relatives said that im growing fat . And asked me stop eating. I was seriously shocked. I cant even hide my dismay, kept asking for confirming.

At night , i couldn't stop thinking. I imagine few months after im fat , no more flat tummy , long legs , skinny arms ..Then i couldn't accept the fact , so i cried.

I cry because i afraid i'll grow fat.

And i was proud to announce that , i went to gym just now and there's a few guys. Motivated me to workout. =) I guess i will try my best.

ONCE A FAT , ALWAYS A FAT. .=.=

SERIOUSLY , not trying to exaggerate it. ASK ANY GIRL.

Who doesn't want long legs? Flat tummy? skinny arms? Big boobs??( Optional ) , huge ass?? ( Optional )

Conclusion is ,

dont be curious when a model said they wanna lose weight . Don't be frus when your girlfriend grumbled at their body. Dont be curious when a girl screaming that they are getting fatter when they're not.

Its just a normal thing.

just a ''short '' post. toodles

Merry. krismas

Merry Christmas ! HOHOHOHOHO.


Blue flowers !!! Loves.





Hi there. :)

I've set my blog private for like a week..And yea not trying to gain attention like some other bloggers. I often saw people write in their blog , that they wanted to quit blogging because they need a breather and some other unacceptable reasons.
Come on la , blog isn't a burden. Its for entertainment.
So , blog is for myself. I deleted nuffnang , songs , and header , and chat box.
Kindly leave comments if you don't mind.

I even changed my blog password to prevent my sister log in and read it. Err i didn't update la but just dont want anyone to see it. So , i almost forget my password , it took me sometimes to think what's the password again.

So , I'm back from Taiwan. After 8 days trip. Taiwan's weather are unendurable. TOO COLD. But the weather gradually improved after few days.
I remember im not excited to that trip but just happy i can go to world's best airport- KLIA, i love going airports. Yea 3 times KLIA got that award. I'm bewildered, i thought other countries are better.

This is the 8th time i go on a plan ride. So , I've went Hong Kong, China's , Australia's , Korea, Taiwan's airport , Okay M'sia's one are the best among these countries. KLIA are special designed by world's famous Japanese Architect Kisho Kurokawa.

As expected , my tour got no hot guys. To be exact , its no young men at all. 5 guys out of 19 person. 3 uncle 2 small kids.
I'm glad i have 3 siblings. Made me had more fun during the trip.

I don't feel like updating about the trip. Maybe some other time i guess?=) i'll try update in a jiffy.

Okay , Here comes Christmas.

I woke up at 4:30 on Christmas eve cos have to catch up my plane back to M'sia on 8. Have to be in Taiwan's airport by 6.
So yea really tired. Slept awhile in plane and watch Aliens In the Attic , Project Runway , Michael Jackson's show .

At night , was planning to text my friends at 12 for Christmas wishes , but at last i slept cos too tired. Woke up at 1.30pm , on my phone , type the pin code , was expecting only Kahseng's msg cos i was smsing with him yesterday. But my phone vibrated for like more than 10 times.I staggered to toilet with dishevelled hair and when i came back , i saw about like 15 friends text me at 12 last night just to wish me Merry Christmas ! I was startled , dumbfounded by the amount of messages. I started to read the new messages estacticly.
Lots of unexpected friends text me. I was simply touched , tears were rolling inside my eyes .
This is stupid , cos i dont expect anyone to wish me at all , i swear i don't expect anyone to wish me .

Amanda wished me ! I thought she forgot me already ! =) TatShing text me , i thought he wont.KahWeng,KahSeng smsed me.Dylan, Edward , Olivia, Ken Chan, Mei Yee , Tian Yi, Carney and others texted me at 12.

all of the messages astonished me.
Before this , my christmas plans exhilarated me for like few days , now its all gone. I got no Christmas plan =( sadly.

now outings with friends are all engulfing my mind , but school gonna reopen soon in 2 weeks !=(


Unfortunately , i did not celebrate this year , as usual u can say.Everyone were really tired after Taiwan's trip , and my dad left to Johor this morning to work. He dont even have enough rest ! He slept 2 hours after we arrived home , and he head to gym to have some workouts.

See ! Thats what make him so muscular hahaha.

No Christmas present this year. Awww.My mood plummeting down again.
I'm satisfied . Really.
I got what i crave for . Before Taiwan's trip , i bought a Puma Walking Shoe that cost me RM150.
i bought a Boots that cost me RM110 in Taiwan. RM50 handbag , new bikini , socks , new nail polish , new jackets from Voir and Romp that cost total RM140 , 3 new hairbands and now i got 7 hairbands. Have a new haircut for RM50, new pencil case , souvenir for friends .

I really don't know what i want now.=)


Now , i shall be posting some movie AGAIN.CAPE NO.7.
Not CJ 7 okay.

I've heard alot about this movie , but not interested AT ALL though.
Until my tour guide said that we're gonna visit AGA's house in that movie. Aga is the main character inside =) Played by Van Fan.

I dont really like Van Fan Yi Chen , cos i forgotten what , i think he took drugs or something la , made me dont really fancy him.

So, in the bus , we watched Cape No.7.
I watched because i got nothing better to do. And starting of the movie are seriously random . Like , suddenly something happened , then jumped into another scene.

But , Van Fan's eyes captivated me. He's just soooooooo sweet. When he look at the girl affectionately in the movie , its irresistable.New idol perhaps?=)
He's a postman. That was his uniform.

And im wearing it !So proud haha.

He's an actor , singer too. He can sing , and he got great voice.

Next ,
Aliens in The Attic !Ok ok la.i rate 6 over 10.
Quite amusing also. =)


Carter Jenkins ! new idol !! I like guy's face shape right , like kinda square...um how to say??
like example , Brad pitt.

Its square shaped. =)

More Taiwan trip pictures will be uploaded to Facebook , you can have it in my blog when i have enough time to update.

toodles.

Blog isn't post for others. I decided to set my blog privated and only authors can read it.